My story

I love Emotions and Feelings. Since I was a child, I have been observant, empathetic, creative and incisive.

I have a surgical eye for what is really happening – I am excellent at showing the X on the inner map of each Human Being with whom I come across. After everyone knows more about where they are, it is to just find the next exit. And there are many doors nearby.

I accompany and co-create change in myself and others. My change processes inevitably exist due to my own need. Life changes are something I've gotten used to doing regularly and monitoring closely in other people.

In fact, I am an invitation to change. It's something that is in me and that characterizes me. Along the way, I realized that I am passionate about observing, monitoring, transforming and intensely being part of processes. I truly enjoy the course and outcome of transformation processes. That's exactly where I feel most real and where I discover more about myself.
It is in this vital force of creating something new that I feel good and have my purpose. Being part of the beginning of something is significant for me, following something until it materializes is ecstatic and the closing of the cycle is a celebration that roots me.

I was not always authentic, real and much less congruent. A few years ago I was angry and frustrated and didn't accept myself for acting like that. My behaviour was also accordingly. I lived in loops. I had everything to be happy, but I didn't live that story, I actually thought I wasn't.
What I am now shines through more clearly and what I do shines through in who I am.

My theme with myself started when I realized I was afraid of dealing with the world. With people. To say what I thought, for fear of being punished or confronted. I brought this to my romantic relationships and when I interacted with my family. Within the professional area, this was also present in me. I had to make an effort to show what I did and how I did it, with low self-esteem. It felt like I had to prove something to someone. I tried to resolve this within myself over and over again. Nothing new appeared and only focused on the direction of the ‘problems’. So many times I wanted to move away from what I felt inside me and that information and energy followed me insistently until It told me why it hadn't left yet.

I spent days listening and learning, much more than talking. I also realized over the years that in addition to observing, I was good at another skill – relating to people very closely until sometimes it became almost unbearable for that person, after all, too much intimacy can be very intimidating and even exhausting.

An “honest and hardworking” man. Someone who could be so much and that much was not enough. Things to have, things to buy. My story was of a student, a boyfriend, a Partner, a Husband, a Father, a Technical Director, Commercial Director. An Administrator, a CEO, a Country Manager, a Leader..
In whatever job or position I had learned good and bad.

I love cross-referencing what I see, what I thought with what I observed, to ask the right questions at the right time, maintaining my curiosity and surprise.
Another thing I improved was allowing myself to talk about myself. I found myself in the stories of others, in my stories I found my solutions. I understand through my intuition and within myself what may be happening in the other person and I am my example of what is happening around me. The result is this – If the way I see my story no longer serves me, I find a way to change the way I feel about it, alone or supported by someone capable of accompanying and understanding me.
I do the same with other people. They bring me a difficult or critical circumstance, or just a desire or a challenge and I co-create with them a careful ending to that change.

Now I am MORE happy. I found Love again. The love that I painfully didn't want to love. It brought me the purity of existing simply and wonderfully in the love inherent to the human condition. Now I'm more human. I relearned how to fail. I allow myself to fail, that implies a decision. It's just that choosing really implies action. Making a serious commitment can raise so many internal obstacles, so many external excuses. From then on, it’s always growing from within. For me and for the beauty that surrounds me.

In practice, this Laboratory life brings me the reality of the experience and leads me to do as I do now in what attracts me. If there is someone who can change your life, it is someone who has already experienced a similar change or who has already found other solutions together with other people. In practice, I have already experienced this change. I called it something else, I used other words to describe it.

I usually pay attention to suggestions and allow myself to be guided and inspired by those who have already been through it, because those on the outside observe with an impartial eye and help to understand the possibilities that exist to be able to learn instead of just choosing to suffer.

I want to meet more people. I want to grow and evolve with as many people as I can.